<body> the imperfect CINalogy ™ღ beautiful mistake ...



... CINalogy ™ღ

its my favourite hideout!

i rant...i complain...i shout...i squeak here! be it published or unpublished...its still a space to let my thoughts flow through.

im still the imperfect me...


... PeeP into e paSt ...

  • August 2006
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    • ... tuNinG iN ...

    最后一次

    Wednesday, October 21, 2009


    i think i really hate 2 of the C-word.

    CHANGES and CHOICES.

    Cindy @ 1:30:00 AM

    0 squeakie

    Monday, October 12, 2009


    我在那里 。。。

























    一年零十天了。

    就如之前所听说的 - - 那里有‘家’的感觉，似乎有一点rmr的feel。
    在这段日子里 - - 有喜有忧。有笑容有泪水。有忙也有闲的时候。
    也学到了一些工作以内和以外没接触过没看过没听过没体验过的。

    至少到现在为止还算是thumbs up吧。

    只能说：要经历的也许是想要怎么避也避不了吧。
    就希望在下来的日子里能继续开开心心的做那'没出息'的小人物吧。 哈哈！

    Cindy @ 12:15:00 AM

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    Sunday, October 11, 2009


    最后之'战'

    survived thru my 3 days of 自闭 self.
    mugging at home has been proven to be a no-no-no.
    hours and minutes and seconds were well spent at cafe galilee.



















    praying hard for the results in approx 2 months time.
    i really really really really don't wish to see scott anymore.

    just pray hard for me.

    Cindy @ 4:00:00 PM

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    Monday, October 05, 2009


    i d o n ' t k n o w !

    typed and backspace.
    typed and backspace again.
    typed and backspace for the 3rd time.

    i should just get lost from here!

    Cindy @ 11:52:00 PM

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    Saturday, September 26, 2009


    我可以。

    7 more days to getting the toy galore practice set out of my sight!
    i shuffled myself between study and leisure for the past few nights.
    am pleased with myself on this 50-50 balance...or maybe more of 40-60...haha.
    whatever it is...at least the practice set is progressing...and im not missing out on my entertainment.

    heard this song on FM this evening.
    been so long ago since i last heard.



    and i realize i still love this song alot alot alot ... ...

    Cindy @ 2:14:00 AM

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    Wednesday, September 16, 2009


    m a l a c c a [!!!]

    15.08.09 to 16.08.09...a short 2d1n road trip out to Malacca.















    the BABA House that got me pretty 'freaked out' when i viewed the photos online. it simply send me the chills. but upon arrival there, the feeling wasn't that eekkss though.



















    yummilicious~! as usual...the good food is always tempting me. i just can't resist it. well...didn't snap pics for everything but guess the only leisure i ♥ over there is eat...eat...and EAT!





























    ending off with a random snap of the messed up softies out in the streets of malacca ~

    Cindy @ 12:26:00 AM

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    Tuesday, September 15, 2009


    得与失？

    本来想hibernate一阵子来为squeaking寻找一个新家的，但blogging的feel却不知何故的又回来了。只希望blogger能挣挣气，别再无缘无故的失常了。

    人啊人啊人啊人啊人人人！
    human beings = complicated?
    human beings = competitive?
    还是要承认的。。自己也有复杂的一面， 自己也有好胜的一面。
    但，也许自己还不能体会地位的重要性吧？
    不知不觉的感觉那环境变得好奇怪？ 好紧绷？ 好复杂？
    就是想不到一个最适合的字来形容。总之就是变了。

    难道这就是所谓的简简单单的人生吗。。若这是简单的定义那我就无话可说了。
    得到了一些却又失去了一些真的值得吗？

    也许我永远都不明白吧。就因为我只想做个普普通通的小人物。
    没斗志的mousie吧...哈哈！

    nahz...im not emo-ing...guess i'm getting immune to it soon.

    Cindy @ 1:06:00 AM

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